Nihilitarianism

The only reason I'm still alive is because I believe that I will find people who seek to live without boundaries as I do. If there were no chance of my finding them, then I would simply see if death has anything more to offer than life, because the whole world would be meaningless to me, and there would be no hope of a better future for humanity. There will be no compromise. I will be free, whether in life or in death. But that's why I have nothing to lose and will stick at nothing to find them.