Nihilitarianism

I must continue on my search. It's not that you're not good enough. You're perfect the way you are, in the only sense that anything can be perfect, that you are perfectly yourself, as nothing else can be. But as long as you don't accept yourself, you can't allow a real connection to happen. Beware, though. Acceptance doesn't just mean not hating yourself, nor does it mean not wanting to change. I've always wanted to change and often hated myself, but I always saw the value of everything I felt and thought: even if it was imbalanced, incomplete, even if there was room for improvement, it was always in itself of value, because it's life.